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Tue, 22 Feb 2005 00:29:08 GMT

today i was off of work and i sat around doing some reading and relaxing for the most part.
one thing i did today was download an album from zearle.com.
unfortunately a very uneventful day.
my mother informed me not too long ago that this kid i went to school with and was on my floor hockey team was killed in iraq today. at first i laughed but then i also realized that i feel a bit bad for him. it really depends on the circumstances. most of the kids that are being sent over there are not quite aware of the role that they are playing. they are not aware of the fact that they are the long arm of imperialism. so, if he thought he was going over there as his patriotic duty to his people i feel bad for him. but at the same time i say to myself the fucker gets what he deserves. he shouldnt have signed up in the first place. he was not some underclassed kid that had no other options. i dont know his exact motivations for joining the military, but it was not b ecause he was poor or anything. in fact that family was quite snobbish and gave this aura of being above others. the kid that was killed was not a bad kid though. he was nice. i guess he paid for his ignorance.

cosolation can be sent to me as little pieces of paper representing labor power.

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 04:20:57 GMT

this is my reintroduction of myself to anyone who comes here.
i update this not so often.
my name is adam and i believe in unity, freedom and peace being achieved only when the democratic ownership of the means of production is finally realized.
i work by selling shoes that are made in sweat shops in various foreign lands. after work i come home and sulk about the fact that i am doing such work. however, i am also very proud to be a part of the working class even though the work sucks.
my hobbies include reading, thinking, and wishing that there are communists in my area to organise.

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 03:58:36 GMT

over the last two days i have read my entire 2nd semester reader of modern espionage and the chapters in the text book that were assigned. it literally took me over 20 fucking hours! i have the exam tomorrow and i have no fucking idea how the hell i am going to be able to write for an hour on any of the topics.
at least it is my last exam. ever.

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 23:19:03 GMT

right now i am sort of procrastinating.
i have an exam on the holocaust tomorrow morning at nine and i should be studying.
over the past 3 days i have read the whole reader and all of the chapters out of the book. now i just have to go over everything again because i have forgot a lot of it.
i really dont care about the grade that much as long as i pass. or actually as long as i get a C which shouldnt be too hard. i really fucking hate 3 hour exams and exams at 9 in the morning.
such a bitch.

i thought the leafs game was going to start at 7, but it starts at 730 so now i am bored. i am going to make nachos for myself, but i am waiting until the dishwasher is done.

i cut all of my hair off today, possibly as another way to procrastinate. it was a years worth of hair. now my hat is a little too big for my head.

only one more exam. on monday. and thankfully at 2 pm. not 9 am.

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 03:06:09 GMT

the milk runs south when the sun shines to the middle.

lettuce brings teeth to the ground.

to work means to run.

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 23:26:04 GMT

stolen from kim
i am drunk

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "sixty bullets. many white men with guns had participated in this"
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: air

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: waking up to cp24 on the tv alarm

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 715

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 721

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: my ipod playing through my stereo

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?: taking my take home test to school. around 1pm

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: i cant remember

9: What are you wearing?: red "volunteer special olympics" shirt and brown pants

10: Did you dream last night? What about?: dont remember
11: When did you last laugh? when i was reading a new book that i bought. it is how to take an exam and remake the world by bertell ollman

12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?:nothing at all
13: Seen anything weird lately?: dont think so

14: What do you think of this quiz?: whatever

15: What is the last film you saw?: private life by yuli reizman (sp?)
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: car

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: fuck you
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? end to capitalism

19: Do you like to dance?: only with my cats

20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?: haha. george bush is the shit

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: abortion

22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: abortion

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 19:35:01 GMT

the last week or two had been spent constanly switching between anxiety and aloof periods.
i know the cause of it: school essays. the last one i had to do (contemporary film theory) made me extremely anxiety full. the next one i have to do for the holocaust does not do this to me as much, but now as the time is running down and in the back of my mind i am aware of the terrible week coming up in 2 weeks my anxiety is coming back. i really dont like it.

the only way that i have figured out how to get rid of the anxiety temporarily is to drink beer. i may end up doing this tonight.

Tue, 04 Nov 2003 23:50:38 GMT

i have a paper to write for thurs.
i have 2 pages out of 10 done. i could be working on it, but i dont want to so on the way home from class i stopped and piced up four bottles of zywiec. the best beer ever.
so im stting here playing with my new computer and drinking. excellent.
i hve all day to do my paper tomorrow. im going ot skip class. so its not too bad.
not as bad as i used to be.

updates are for losers

Wed, 22 Oct 2003 23:56:15 GMT

yeah so this is my first writing in a while.
its not like i write shit on here for other people. i only do this when i am either incredibly bored or incredibly procrastinating. in this case the latter has lead to the former.

i have this huge fucking annotated bibliography thing to do on cognitive film theory (sorry non geniuses) and i am slacking.

i have been doing damn well on the not procrastinating thing though. i have actually been keeping up on my reading so far and holy fuck i cant believe it, granted i havent wrote a major paper yet, meaning i have only had 1 test and 1 5 page paper to write, but i have only got A's so far. holy shit.

great minds

so i finally added jen to my friends list.

i am going to try and con/kiss my moms ass to getting a new emac (the base mac model).

lately ive been a workhorse...besides my procrastinating on my annotated bibliography i have actually been reading ahead in a few subjects and i moved the furniture around the other day, mostly on my man power. yeah im a stud.

Tue, 07 Oct 2003 02:27:51 GMT

its a weird thign to look at yourself in a mirror.

what did the cavemen do? they couldnt see themself. anyway..you look atyoureslf in themirror. its weird. other people can see you whenever they want, but you cant see yourself. what do you tihbnk when you see yourself? its sooo fucking wierd and noone realizes it.
i could stare at myself all day. not because i think im hot or anything like that , but because its so fuck,ign weird. you arent supposed to see yourself. if darwin waned you to see yourself you would have special mirror eyes or something.

so what do you tink when you see youself? is it what other people see when they look at you ? do they think the same things aboiuytyour face/body? do they notice the same features you do?

also..i am going to take the love of my life on a walk. its lolita.

my cat.

i like to take her out she likes it and if she likes it it makes me happy to make her happy.

cats dont get much excitement in their lives. they sleep most of the time and when they arent they are eating or sitting around or whatever...when i can make them happy i feel like i am a special person.

this post is dedicated to my brothers and sisters workin on the pipes down under.

Tue, 07 Oct 2003 01:16:05 GMT

im drunk and bored.

WIRELESS

Fri, 03 Oct 2003 18:05:20 GMT

we got a wireless router today.

meaning: i am sitting on my couch with my computer on the internet with noooooooooo wires.
i am almost hard just thinking about it.
because macs are so good i didnt even have to install the router software or do anything.
i just clicked my explorer and BAM! on the internet.

MXC

Fri, 03 Oct 2003 02:52:10 GMT

most extreme elimination challenge is the most amazing show ever
i almost shit my pants tnoight cuz i was laughing sooo fucking hard.

Thu, 02 Oct 2003 03:23:20 GMT

i think today was almost the perfect day..well besides contemporary film theory class.

Thu, 18 Sep 2003 03:27:56 GMT

hi
im back once again. this is the sixty-fifth time.
i have a stalker.
i live with my stalker though.....so. its impossible to g3et a restraining order
"you cannot be in the same room as adam"

so anyway everythign i say to everyone i know is a lie.
im surprised i even believe my own thoughts.

on a lighter note..i hate everyone. i hate everyone at u of t. i hate all the fucking crazy old people on the subway. especially the old bitches with sores on their faces and the old asian fuckers that cut in line.

goddammiiiiit what the fuck is wrong with people

on a lighter note....i c ant stop drinking. i know its not goood and all. but why would someone want to stop somethign that they find a lot of fun? would someone stop themselves from ridking roller coasters? would someone stop themselves from having sex? would someone stop themeselfes from telling jokes? would someone stop tjhemselves from laughing?

well i dont want to stop drinking. i find it one of the most enjoyable things on the face of the earth.
if you think that is pathetic fuckg you.

i want to commit mass murder.

on a lighter note i am in love

dont ask who because i might retort back with "what species"

on a lighter note...
i am already behind on my reading, which i promised myself i would a.lways be ahead.

on a darker note.
i am committing suicide.
goodbye.

Wed, 02 Jul 2003 21:19:56 GMT

im back.